I love my man. I honestly believe we’ve got the greatest relationship. He’s so sweet, caring, understanding, passionate, sexy, wonderful, everything. I love him with all of my heart and soul. I cannot wait to marry him.

Today was also my two year anniversary with Nikolai. It makes me so happy to say I’ve been with the same guy for two years, no one else, just him. Every single day our love for each other has grown and formed into something beautiful, priceless. The fact he was the guy I’ve wanted for the past 7-8 years of my life just make it all the more better. In the end of everything, I got the guy I had a huge crush on, that I thought about, dreamed about, and secretly admired. Here we are two years later, stronger than ever, engaged, and still in the process of falling madly in love with each  other. Every day we spend together gives me one more reason why I have fallen for him. He’s everything a man should be. He leaves me speechless. I can’t imagine my life without him, sometimes I forget that there was a time when he wasn’t in my life because it honestly feels like he has always been there, like he was always in my life. He’s my one and only, my soul mate, my lover, my fiance, my best friend, my everything. 

March 5, 2010.
I love you so much Nikolai. 

One of them being my fiance, the other one being my best friend. Nikolai and Alexandra. They keep me on track in life and never doubt me. I cherish them so much, I’m a lucky woman to have them both there for me whenever I need them and such. I doubt I’d even be alive right now without them. <3

I also hope Alexandra gets this job because she’s so beautiful and deserves it!

She was happy to know he didn’t and then told me if she saw him she’d kick him in the stomach because he’s scary looking. I asked her why not just kick him in the shins, she told me she didn’t want to hurt him. She’s happy to know he isn’t at my work though, haha.