I can’t wait to see it live. It’s going to be amazing!

I love my man. I honestly believe we’ve got the greatest relationship. He’s so sweet, caring, understanding, passionate, sexy, wonderful, everything. I love him with all of my heart and soul. I cannot wait to marry him.

Today was also my two year anniversary with Nikolai. It makes me so happy to say I’ve been with the same guy for two years, no one else, just him. Every single day our love for each other has grown and formed into something beautiful, priceless. The fact he was the guy I’ve wanted for the past 7-8 years of my life just make it all the more better. In the end of everything, I got the guy I had a huge crush on, that I thought about, dreamed about, and secretly admired. Here we are two years later, stronger than ever, engaged, and still in the process of falling madly in love with each  other. Every day we spend together gives me one more reason why I have fallen for him. He’s everything a man should be. He leaves me speechless. I can’t imagine my life without him, sometimes I forget that there was a time when he wasn’t in my life because it honestly feels like he has always been there, like he was always in my life. He’s my one and only, my soul mate, my lover, my fiance, my best friend, my everything. 

March 5, 2010.
I love you so much Nikolai. 

I’m in love and I know deep in my heart he is the one for me. I am going to marry him and love him for the rest of my life. We were made for each other.

March 5, 2010<3

And on another note, going to get rings with Nikolai this weekend<3

Oh well.